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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

EXTREMELY UNHAPPY
well, my dear pozhu wanted me to post abt my work. Be4 i do tt, let me say abt my weekends.

Saturday:

Was preparing for my 1st lesson after i've stop for like 3 mths!!! omg, finally got to meet with zhang personally and alone to her tt day. So was kind of nervous also. So during the lesson, she asked wats my plan, and i was very surprised! cos i was thinking...can i have any plans?! haha! so i was telling her taking grade 9 instead of diploma, was kind of slaping myself as i wanted to take diploma directly (cos no money). So we were chosing n learning the songs and that was my lesson. Safe afterall. Went home and prepare to go for yiling's chalet. I got to knw its her birthday, so i got her gift and went off. Be4 tt, i was calling and msg-ing mingzhen as im meeting her tgt for the chalet. However, she didnt have any respond lar! so i just went on myself. In the end, she told me she just wake up -_-

Reached the chalet and eat aloT!! gosh...fattening lar. Gave the present but got to knw frm yiling that sth really bad happened..during her birthday somemore. Sometimes i really don't understand hw can ppl treat her frens, at least to the other party, badly...mayb they r just cold blooded? or they r urgent of the matter or they r forced to do tt? but no matter wat, they r just bastards and bitches.

After the chalet, i rushed to tampines to meet my family to have JACK PlaCE. sounds nice but hey...i wun go there again. Over my dead body i can tell u. Seriously the food SUX! i cant tahan but able to enjoy the steak itself at least. Shopped abit after the dinner and guess wat? I BOUGHT A SKIRT AND LEGGING. Wahaha, scold me if u wan, but i alrdy got a job!

Sunday:

As usual, prepare to go CS, but at home i received jasmine msg saying she's nt going cs again. So was kind of depress liao...after tt i received more news abt ppl nt coming! ahhh...was like screming inside lar, but i just go there. Reached there and practice ...i really hate some of the songs, kind of difficult and i need time to master it? i realised i got alot of scores need to read n play thru, be it cs scores, ruan xian scores or my own personal scores. Went and da bao at 1 30 and take cab (AGAIN) to parkway. Ruanxian got a new score and got to read thru n play on the spot! ah...was very stress cos the other 3 is like can play the notes liao....ahhhhh. I think i really stressed until quite scary and at a point when i go to toilet, sumin n suhui was looking at me like im angry or wat. But actually im just feeling tired n sick. wahhaha

In this world, there r really alot of idiotic ppl that really make us irritated and feel like killing them. Like wat i do n hurt them!? am i harmful!? NO! extremly NO! but wat they do!? hurting and bad mouthing ppl! WTF?! do they think that they do all this can make me die!? NO WAY, i will nv die becos of this but i will b staring by ppl to death! Ha, treat it as a joke, but i think 1 day i will throw everything away just becos i cant stand it the way the ppl behave! I really dont understand them...do they have any benefits when they do all those harmful things?! NO! there is no bank where u do harmful things and get bonuses! dun need to b so 'in' to do all these! come on, u r irrtating enough and earning enough punches, stop behaving like a child! YES! I HOPE U R READING IT, but i dun think so. All of u might be thinking "hey, u say until so gd, why dun u scold him directly?" hw i wish i could! i wish i could even bring a knife and snab him n her to death! ahhhh but the law doesnt allow me to do it! Y am i always the 1 who is stuck in btw!? y cant u all think of me?! NO NO NO... y! FUCK, i had enough of all the SHIT! im doing all those shity job tt ppl dun wan, n throw it to me! Ppl give me fucking attitude and wat i have to do!? SMILE U FUCKING MORON.

*i wish to continue lots, but i dun think i have the time, yes im spending my precious time to upload this, pozhu, pls give me a treat. HAHA

sry, seems im out of topic for too long. Let me continue on my day.

Monday:

Its the 1st day im starting of my work. im working in Standard chartered at tampines, any 1 who's free may come n find me! wahaha. 1st day of work...yeah, i reached there very early! like 8 15?! when my work is like 8 30 then start. Went up and wait again like 15 mintues cos i do not have any pass...and i called the 1 in charge n finally she got me when its 8 40. Basically my work is doing all those admin stuff, so dun "wah wah" k. Was kind of stressful as u have to rmb alot of things and my brain is like so cramp lar, cant absorb much. So was kind of bad mood alrdy, plus those buay song things on weekend = EXTREMELY UNHAPPY. and i went home like 6 45.

Tueday:

Today was better! haha~ n i got to work OT !! earn additional 10.5 bucks. I went n da bao again...n i realised the bee hoon im eating costed me abt $1.20 without any additional snacks and $2.40 with snacks . ISNT IT CHEAP?! yes, i gonna eat tt everyday( if possible). Today my mentor asked me to go lunch wif her, but i donno y n wats wrong wif me, i said "i da bao-ing" AHHH ! *slap slap slap. i hope she will invite me again~~*blink eyes~~

Got home at 8? and went off wif my practice. Mingzhen called n i bo bian have to stop, in the end i only practice bit bit. My nightmare: was practicing my gao yin ruan, yes...the "ping" dropped AGAIN! yes AGAIN! fucking 3rd time. But its was the "13th ping" --weikang i hope u rmb. So i try to paste it again and realised there was this "tsk tsk" sound when i play it..so i decided to pull it out, BUT THE 12TH PING ALSO DROPPPPPPPPPPPP! ahhhhh, can u imaguine my face!? is totally twisted lor! then when i paste back, totally gone lar! ahhhh...i super worried and calld teacher. I prepared to get scolding frm her but hell no. She just told me wat to do n i was relax after the call...haha! i can like worship her for nt scolding me! *pray~

Small note : Jasmine told me tt the lastest news is that we have to have a grade 9 cert be4 taking diploma. So i was super heng nt to jump n i doubt teacher will allow me to! haha~*clap~

POZHU: r u satisfy? mayb u call ask me personally abt the job.hehe

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