my little secret place

Competition

2008-12-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

Yeah, it pissed me when i read abt the blog and other ppls comments. Well, think we might fail as a grp, but please dun ever include me into the failing part. Cos i always put in effort instead of absenting myself. Thus isnt it unfair for me if u said we failed as a grp?

Im nt trying to point finger to any 1 of you. But if u are guilty enough to admit you didnt put in effort, then i think we can understand. Rather than u didnt care abt anything.

I seriously dunno how we score, but frm wat other ppl's view and comments, we did quite well. Surprisingly, we didnt get into finals. Yeah im quite sad about it, but since we got some 'encourage' frm others, i think im quite ok with it.

Too many excuses for too many ppl.

Alot of anger inside me, but i cant let out. I feel so loner.....

Today i abit nt on form, tt makes me worried for my future....

Birthday!

2008-06-07T01:20:00.002+08:00

I swear this is the happiest birthday celebration i ever had.

6 june, Lo Chai Xia's birthday! Which actually falls on friday and my mood wasnt gd on the day be4 cos i knw i got to work! So fucking hell i cant celebrate much. So im just waiting for it to come n go.

12am: Ding dong ding dong! Finally my birthday, waited for ppl to msg, in the end.... Yunqian got to msg me 1st, follow by (HP MSG):

-Minhui
-Weikang
-Suiling
-Jasmine (the unexpected 1!)
-Meixin
-Pohing
-Engzhi
-Xiuhua
-Wanying
-Sophia
-Celin
-Wency
-Yuren

Wah, alot of ppl HOR!!!! O, some of them actually wish me on msn!

-Xiuping
-Eugene (i forced him)
-Yunqian
-Pozhu

Hmm....mayb theres more but i forgot! hehe, anyway, i went to slp ard 1 plus then woke up ard 8. Wasnt feeling well cos of the period (damn it ) and got some diarrhoea .

Supposingly meeting MR ZHU WEI KANG at 1 in suntec, but as i expected, he was late AGAIN. Was abit pissed cos i reminded him nt to late and still the old thing happened again. So finally got to eat pastamania ard 2, his treat! Was walk ard and bitching, then he got to do to indoor stadium to do sound test so i walk him to the busstop.

Rushed to orchard to meet SHOPIA!!!! Both of us meet up last min cos i told her i was alone when she sent the birthday msg. So she kelian me and come accompany shop until 6. I bought quite a few items. A Cardigan (grey) which cost me 20 bucks at Far easy Plaza and Sweet sweet taste perfume in Lucky Plaza. The perfume where i got it is frm the "saving king "(direct translate) frm channel 8! Super duper cheap can! i buy tt perfume for 36 bucks!!! Shopia and me was like..."OMG CHEAP DAO!~~~" Finally shopia cos her undergarment frm Topshop! Cute panties anyway~haha

Saw Yuren while shopping! Both of us was like looking at each other for 3 sec then realised is each other! Super retard face i can say! HAHAHA

NEXT STOP! Syco rehearsal. Reached there quite early but in the end also end early! Saw maryan n kenny...both of them very suspicious and i can guess sth is wrong liao cos they keep on asking me to stay back. So i just stay awhile when maryan asked me to la~ When i came out frm the hall when we finished, maryan passed me sunflower!!! OMG, nt mature yet but still very nice!~ Then after tt she brought me to the resting room and took out a cake! Its sooooooo surprising la!!! Really very touching leh....THANK U MARYAN N KENNY! So i cut the cake and wished, kenny was soooo pissed tt im done wif the cutting etc, haaha but he still eat the cake anyway~

Went out and saw a big grp of syco members and suddenly...minhui shouted " happy birthday chaixia!!~ happy birthday..~~(started singing)" . Wah i can tell u is really happy yet embarrassed k! hahaha!~~ but still appreciate her effort! haha~

Finally madeline's car reached n headed to Marina's HK cafe! Madeline was telling me tt only XP presented, is tt ok wif me..then i said of cos n im happy got ppl acompany. When i reached there, DA TA!!! YQ appeared!!! I was like..WTH!~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA . I received a botique of flower, plus muffin ! Then when we r waiting for the food, yunqian was saying, "eh ltr got 8 ppl, nt enuff seats" THen i got suspicious, then she said their bf coming. Yq ltr carried said, " ahhh...i cant finished the toast", then i suan "ask ur bf la" then she immediately show those..EH....Then i said "U bluff rite!" hahaha!!! so funny la her expression! In the end yuan lai is engzhi n her fren!!!!!HOHOH!!! another surprise! i was like laughing away la! Then they put 21shape candle n sing for me...make me wear tt stupid celebration hat(which make me look like retard) and blow the candle! haha!!! Super funny and touching~~~Then after tt i wanted to secretly pay the bill, but stupid madeline go ask for free desert using the POSB card which i dun have! Then bo bian ask them pay.....hahahahaha

Ahhhh im so tired yet happy!!!! WOOO!~~~ Seriously this yr's birthday is the most happiest!

*PS my mum gave me angbao!! WOO WOO!~~~~~~~ O and really thanks those who celebrate my birthday!! WAHAHAHA!!!!~~~~~~And those who wished me yet i forgot to mention!!!

*I'll try to update when i got the picture

Achmed the Dead Terrorist

2008-05-07T19:50:00.002+08:00

Achmed the Dead Terrorist

Recently, i got to knw this puppet show by Jeff Dunham, from a taiwanist blogger. Well...tt blog is interesting..cos the writer use comics to descript the content, if u r interested, heres the link:

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/hugo1005

OK, The puppet show, hmm...i suppose its nt a puppet show, but u knw....the performer will 'speak' for the doll....omg,.i so lousy in descripting man. Anyway, i can guarantee u will laugh until u roll on the floor!!!!!! Heres the link:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=fB0JdVzMTIY

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Im sick...i dunno y, its just so sudden! The day be4...i was performing at indoor stadium, its nt hot...its nt cold, then the next day i got sore throat! WTF ritE? Then day passes, i nw got flu and cough....So xin ku lor..keep on coughing, still have to practice...-_-

Everything nw is so rush...i dun think i have the time to practice n play lor~~~ HAHA, going taiwan soon..i hope everything will b alright and i wun deprove so much for tt week! WEE~~~~

tired, bf, slim down

2008-04-21T00:04:00.003+08:00

Im so tired, im so tired, im so tireD!!!

Can u imagine i just got home frm work!? argh...its sunday n i have to work at nite...-_-, but tts ok la..since i always work 4 hrs for other days~:P .Tho i slp alot, but still cant satisfy myself, always feel like dozing off. I also realised i dun have time(or shld i say im lazy) to practice , u see i will start practice at 2.30...then will rest ard 5 n back to practice at 6, 7 have dinner then see my mood then continue practice. So i will only practice ard 4 hrs....NT ENOUGH!!!!! I can feel the tension in my hand~ haha! LAme...

I need a bf, i need a bf, i need a bf!!!

Tho i may look unconcern, but seriously im very troubled abt it la. U see...every 1 ard me is enjoying having a bf. But me?!?!?! Busying wif practices n more...seriously i envy theres some 1 there to guide u...to make u laugh...wats best is he can satisfy watever u wan la. GD RITEEEEEE~ n im nt young anymore...shld really consider abt tt problem. LAoshi said i shld reflect abt y i dun have 1...mayb i too quiet or wat, but come on! my frens all knw i tok alot and behave like a tomboy!Eh...isnt tt the reason...

I need to slim down, i need to slim down, i need to slim down!!!

Ah.....stupid hell...tho i dun eat alot, but i gain alot frm the meal! WTH! I got shit out n still gain weight, unfair ritE?! LAst time i exercise so hard n no weight lost, nw i only eat abit more n i gain so much! So i need to slim down n wear nice nice...n b pretty..so got guys jio~ O...and next yr my bro is getting married, so i must slim down n wear sth really different. My mum still say all the girls wear cheongsam then the atmosphere will b super gd. But my big said "if u gonna wear tt i wun appear in the dinner". Idiotic...

Im getting better! NO heart pain anymore! tt leads me thinking...im i thinking too much?

pain attack

2008-04-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Pain attack

Has being busy wif co stuff, tho my working time is like 9-1 or less than tt, i still very tired! Imagine i got eye bags, unbelieveable....ROAR~~~

Worst of all, i put on weight, 2KG! I can sense the extra meat in my stomach, as well as the swollen face of mine...

Im glag tt jasmine has being enjoying(?) her attachment life in hainan island, didnt see her online so i just email her abt my life too.

My heart condition has gone worst, the pain is like coming every day and sometimes its unbearable. Like ytd, be4 mum n i go to John Little sales, the pain came n i cant do much movement, so basically i freeze on the sofa, afraid of the pain. But thinking i cant waste any time sitting there, i try to move n take my medicine. Even after i take my medicine, the pain doesnt really go off.

So nw basically, i trying to find time to see doctor, but then i cant, cos of the working time n my exam. I scare i need operation....and seriously the pain ytd almost get me a heart attack.

Thus, i wanna live my life to the fullest. So is uni tt important? Not to me.

rule #1

2008-03-15T23:57:00.003+08:00

omg...so long nv post. But i dunno wat to post also, cos was really very very busy wif my own stuff, will blog when its over k? haha~

Anyway, nw my life just part timing for money la, or else hw can i survive rite! Tsk tsk tsk...and yes! finally went to watch a movie after soooooooo long.

RULE #1
Watched it wif jas n her mum, and i was very scare at 1st but still very tempted to watch..so just dun care n bought the tic. And finally i can drive by myself~~~ But i scare i will bang my car so i went to fetch them 1st be4 going to tamp carpark. Yeah, mount n strike kerb a few times, so scary...but overall...its ok de!!! Will improve in future..

Well...rule #1 was super duper nice! Its just nt like those stupid horror show where they ghost just appear here n there n then u SCREAM! This movie's story is very..obvious? or shld i say well planned? AH..anything la...just very worth watching! i love it...the impact of the movie is big ...to me~

Back to life, im glad tt things has being getting better~ i hope things will nv change..serious! or change for the better la.haiz~~~~

FRIENDS! PLEASE SUPPORT ME BY BUYING THE CONCERT TICKETS FOR THE AUGSUT CONCERT!!! yah i knw is still long la..but promote 1st will help u knw?! Some of the ppl alrdy knw n said sth like..die die will watch, but some of them..i rather they dun watch!!!!! Cos i knw nth gd will come out frm their mouth! OOPz

Nw i think i getting fatter or unhealthier cos i nv go yogA~~ but if i continue to go yoga nw, i will tired to death can...haha~~~

Shall update when im more happy!!

heart

2008-02-13T21:08:00.003+08:00

hi everybody! Long time no see. I totally no mood to blog, tts y i leave it there dead. Well....now quite a few frens alrdy celebrated their 21st birthday, for me...i didnt plan to cos i dun have the money n time! Like wtf la...mayb try to jio some frens to clubbing then ok le lor...

Damien's party was fun! i got to tok alot to many ppl and i alrdy told damien i will knw half of the population there, he didnt believe it.

Happy valentine day for those couples. I not planning to celebrate, moreover i need to do things tml! So just enjoy yourselves!

Hmm.....mayb to some of u is gd news, but i knw my frens will knw its bad news.

I think i might die 1 day cos of heart attack. I dunno why my chest will get the pain since chinese new yr. It comes 1 time per day and it continue until today. Tho i alrdy see the doctor and she said its kinda normal for tt...i even have the screening for my heart! But then still my heart is still getting the pain...I dun wish to die early, and i did alot of exercise~! ARgh...y me.

Ok...gd bye my fren...hope i get well soon!

treasure ur life

2008-01-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

Treasure your life

O shit...im turing this blog into a bible! Hey, im nt a christian so dun worry, moreover i dun trust any religion(free-thinker). Sometimes life is unpredictable, i knw most of you will agree, but...do u fully understand the meaning?

Example 1:

This handsome guy here is a singer, he's from thailand. He artist name is Big from the group D2B. D2b is a very famous and popular grp in thailand, however, he got into an accident and he got dumped to a pool of polluted water, which causes bateria infection in his brain, lung and blood. After that, he went coma for 4 yrs. He did wake up be4, but i guess his condition got worst and went into coma.

After taking care of him for so long, he died on 9th dec 2007 because he didnt have any reaction to the medicine anymore. And he died when he's 25, means he got into the accident when he is 21

Example 2:

Still remember her rite?! She also died in a very young
age...very very sad, and also during the peak of her career.

Example 3:

As usual, Uncle tony, pozhu and I went to the IMH home on thurs to teach them yoga. Everything is fine and uncle tony they all are very excited abt the outing on saturday, which is bringing them to the coffee shop to eat. So we went up to 4th floor and standby ourselves. Uncle tony called a name, which i nt very sure who is it la, then suddenly the stuff said sth to him

He is dead, he died on tue nite.

Can you imagine how shocking this news is to us? Although we are just there to help, but u definitely will b sad when some 1 u familiar passed away. Moreover that uncle very cheerful, he always shouted "Jia Mee, jia mee"(eat noodle) when do yoga, and tt outing setted up becos of him. Haiz, he didnt wait for a few more days ....

So, do watever u can when u're alive, u wun knw wat will happen next.

security & dream

2008-01-06T11:13:00.000+08:00

Security & Dream

Which will u choose?!

Recently getting more vexed, cos i have to decide on sth which might affect my wholelife...ok well, is a crucial decision to me. Im very troubled until i cant slp well,yeah, surprised that some 1 like me cant slp well ritE! Tho i slp like 12 hrs..... Im really sorry to my family, i knw they care abt me but the method they use is abit...wrong. I love u all but i cant bring myself to show it.

Recently, im in love wif korean stuff...seriously in love! So i hope if i got the money and time i would go learn korean and next time i can go travel wif my frens! Sounds cool rite, well, i need to settle the thing rite here now.

New Korea Band introduce (recommend): FT Island (go look out for them if u trust me)

So again, security and dream, which will u choose? (pls tag!)

MC king passed away, is tt a reminder to all of us tt we shld treasure every 1 around us?

New yr new beginning, i love staying at home

hobbit-ed

2007-12-30T15:43:00.000+08:00

From love to hatred.

Still rmb i used to love this instrument and felt hw nice can an instrument can be, but now, practice seems to be a mission to me.

Last time i would take out all my time to practice cos i love it? But now seems like i must practice due to stress. Argh, im so stress...i canyt practice nw cos my string snap, and means i have to spend money again to buy strings. I envy those rich families who can afford to support their child anything, seriously anything! Now i felt im wasting my money on these stuff....and i decided...im nt going to play tt after the concerto.

Every 1 felt great for the new year, but im not, cos i have to spend more money for the unnecessary. 1st, the taiwan trip, to some of you might think its a great opportunity to go overseas and perform, but to me is a waste of money (again). Wat you will do therE? perform...Wat you get? Experience? is it really needed for me? well..i can say no. I rather staying home and rest...im ok being left out from the grp photos. Sometimes i really felt im forced to do things.

2nd is due to the concerto. Aiya...scold me idiot or watever you wan, cos me myself also think im an idiot...to propose the concerto which i cant perform well! If i can perform well...mayb god is helping me la, if nt i think its obvious, cos i cant play well....2008, bad yr for me. Nvm...all these will get thru after august.But i will try my best to do it well...cos tts wat i wanna do

O...Great...2008 also a start of uni for me. SHIT, im forced again la, study study study, 1 day i will get mad n go ard shouting n laughing w/o any reason. Scary isnt it. When ppl getting older, they tend to miss their path , unless they alrdy secure it.ROAR

Now, wat i wan to do, my parents dun like it..or simply object it...im nt happy.

I love u.

fucking life

2007-12-18T00:17:00.001+08:00

My greatest wish now is to :

Give up everything and start totally new in another country. Yes, EVERYTHING. I have no strength to really blog out abt my feeling, i also dun wish to say out my problem, like got any use.

Not i wan to complaint abt friends, but mayb my definition of friends is really different from all of you...Im always a mirror. If you cant be bother, so am I. Stop pouring cold water to me when your life is worst than mine, stop pretending that you cared abt me, stop trying to dig sth from me. Wat i wan is really easy, a support...a really sincere support, even if i cant make it, i wish to hear some encourage from u all. Do u all knw tt?

i love staying home doing nth, of cos not forever...i hope to do wat i really wan, but then, im tied up. But once i stay home for too long, i will think of suicide, its really a great great hint that im having depression. Another thing is i always have the tendency to cry once i think abt my life. Yar, thanks to depression....

I always laugh and look down on those people who really suicide or think of suicide, but then im wrong...sometimes when u r really troubled to the extend of cant control, u tend to think tt way ah, im wrong im wrong k. I'll promised not to look down on them.

Let me tell you my plan on xmas eve n xmas: Buy chicken and eat!

Everything will be decided on 20th.

PS: any 1 wan to go overseas study pls find me: korea n taiwan preferred

cheated

2007-12-16T14:03:00.000+08:00

I felt so cheated

Seriously im so wrong, to trust ppl.

I promised i will nv tell any body abt my stuff.

FUCK OFF

Kill me if i cant do anything in the 1st place

I think i got depression.

nt child play

2007-12-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

Im serious this time, if u all dun let me do, i will do it myself.

Since u all die die wan me to be in the cage, i will struggle out the cage and fly, even if i die outside, at least im doing wat i like

I feel tt my future is in darkness, i cant do anything.

I've decided, but i need help. Please, help me

This is nt child play anymore.

super sad

2007-12-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

I really feel like ending my life now, means commit suicide. Wats the use when i cant even do wat i wan?! Im like a bird in a cage, i cant fly to the sky , i can only eat and die in the cage, if tts the case, might as well die rite. So working life is wat you all wan me to do afterall.

I will always rmb wat u said "its very gd to let you play zhongruan and CO alrdy"

Why cant u all support me

I feel useless, i wanna run away from home.

Its a lie afterall.

Sad entry end here.

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Finally got to knw or get closer to NYP ppl, due to the outing organised by jasmine!

Went to far east for dinner, ate the chicken rice there. Seriously i recommend ppl go and eat! its nice!~~~ Well, mayb its kinda normal for some of you, but i think its worth it alrdy! hohohohoh

Today performed at the esplanade and the audience is like...nt active at all! They dun shout encore, dun clap long enough! ROAR, hw can rite! But we overtime, means we exceed the performance time ard 15 mins. So we didnt get to perform the encore~~

After tt we went to eat the SPICY RAMAN! OMg, soooooooooo spicy! My mouth got abit swollen after tt lor...haha~ next time can sabo ppl alrdy....

I still have no idea whether to perform the annual concert anot...Ah...which shld i choose also: Xmas Party or Voluntary Xmas Party!? tsk tsk tsk

*lazy to upload photos....waiting for photos tho~~

mad tv

2007-12-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

Finally back from NYPCO practice and great, i missed my last bus, so i go and take MRT & Bus 9 to go home. SOOOO troublesome, if only i can drive...........

Everytime i go nyp practice i will feel more happy! Becos i got to play with my friends~~ hahaa. I almost break my waist when playing with liyi, cos we both were discussing about the yoga pose and i demostrate her the "wheel":

Wahhaaha~look difficult rite! Some of them got a shocked when i do this, cos they didnt expect im so FLEXIBLE!!! Btw, i bend down from STANDING, not from lying position k

Speaking of yoga, theres a TTC(Teacher Training Course) on march, im wondering shld i get invovled in this course. Seriously i feel like going for the exam, but when i think of the money...tsk tsk tsk, kinda speechless. But if i confirm going this course, i need to earn money alrdy. Imagine, chaixia is a YOGA TEACHER/INSTRUCTOR !(dun u laugh)

MAD TV
Yes, introducing something nice to u! Mad Tv is a american show, where they imitate those very "hot" series or movies like "lost", "Grey Anatony", "Desperate Housewives" and even "Terminator" ! But of course they make it in a very very funny way so you will laugh like hell la! I still remembe when i 1st got in touch with this show is in Sydney...i watched it in the hotel room and seriously i laugh like hell when i watch it. My bro said its lame and stupid but i dun think so! So why dun u all watch it and think about it

HEROS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVV2ft4-2xk

LOST
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YPL_e2jgHw

DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cZvuPZlZMQ&feature=related

SEX AND THE CITY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wayZtsSl5s&feature=related

And many many more, im just lazy to really list out 1 by 1....other than those series and movies, they still got other topics like "3 Minutes Meal", which is super super hilarious! The link is

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOnMJsoufjY
&
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeZSjNQZUHQ

ENJOY~!!

sick

2007-12-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Im sick for this week!!!! or shld i say the days where i didnt blog?~

Terrible i can say....then feel very sian , so walk here n there, in the end my illness got worst! SO im still here resting...

Mayb its time for me to find a new job again?

Great, troubles r here again...i have to think again!!!

Leave me alone will u?

Please think abt me, im sick and troubled.

Shldnt say more, will blog next time.....

*Im looking forward for the performance!!!

sian

2007-11-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

argh...i didnt blog for so many days again! ok, my bad!

Didnt have the mood to blog cos im worried abt my grading exam! Its on wednesday and seriously i dun think im well prepared...tho some of them said i can do it, but i dun think tt way.

Haiz, great, i dunno whether im in the depression mood again or wat, cos im feeling useless again! I'm having the feeling that im wasting my life away, isnt it?

If i have alot of money, i sure go join alot of classes like, singing class, piano class, dancing class and many many more! Cos i love it...But i no money!

My friend said: Tts y you need money

But, my thoughts: U need time to earn money, but you need the time to learn sth too isnt it?

So u have to offset sth in order to gain sth! so i will nv nv nv satisfy with the things now, unless i have my own career(impossible)

However i will still try my best to look out for opportunity!

JIAYOU FOR MY GRADING! ROAR!

distinction

2007-11-28T17:04:00.001+08:00

U knw, sometimes things that happened can be pretty amazing.

Got a very very bad feeling in the morning and realised i got a sore throat, kinda serious sore throat....So i quickly got up and drink those "medicine" (Pi pa gao). I went back to slp abit as i feel very weak. Woke up and prepare for my grading examination!

I wasnt feeling gd ..or shld i say feeling very angry & unhappy. My throat causes me alot of pain! And i think tt leads to my weak body, so the journey to NAFA is kinda terrible for me...But heng my daddy called me to encourage and checking on my welfare be4 i step out of my house~

Let me tell u frankly...i really really flopped on the grading examination! As usual i flopped for "shan ge". I dunno wat happening to me, but when i on those major event, like exam or competition, i will go completely nervous and doesnt play well(even tho i dun feel nervous for this time, but still...haiz~). Was feeling super down when i come out of the room..keep on thinking "GONE GONE!". Though minhui and kenny said its quite ok, but i cant relax..

But guess wat?

I GOT DISTINCTION!

MUACK!

mental hospital, special day!

2007-11-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

Today is a...special day!

Able to be volunteer again, but this time round not to the Community Center. We went to the Mental Hospital.

Some of the scary things/comments i heard be4 i go there:

1) When u go in, its like the scene of RESIDENT EVIL

2) They will stare at you, so dun stare back

3) You might feel uncomfortable

4) BE PREPARED

5) No woman, all students are male

Things that i worried:

1) They are REALLY under control, cos sometimes its difficult to say yar...

2) Am i able to guide them?

I was quite excited and kinda scared be4 i go there... but when i reached there, i felt everything is kinda different!

1stly, i dun feel any resident evil atmosphere and i dun feel uncomfortable. Pozhu thought im scared at 1st, but seriously, a little becos of the new environment. So when Mr goh start teaching..things getting difficult....

-Sometimes the pace is abit too fast, so when i want to correct them, they are on the next move

-They might not do wat you told them to, so you have to move to correct instead

-Some of them have to wait a few seconds be4 they do the next action

Ok, these are the general 1 k...Most of u all sure think that if you are in my shoe, u will b scared rite? But, im angry instead....

Got this uncle ah, i tell him, he nv do..so i move him la..but as i said eariler, some steps changed quite fast, so i just quite lazy to move him and let him do it himself. In the end he point to me and said something! But i cant heard cos Mr goh is continue teaching, so i just "orh" then nv care le. So after awhile i go help him again, he asked me "Who are you!?", so i kind of angry and said "new comer"(i knw it shld b helper, but i just cant think well tt time, haha). Then after that i didnt go help him le. But got a time he turn his head to my area n stay there quite a moment, so i thought "is he going to hit me?im nt scared anyway." Yar...so this is the incident, but i wun freak out just becos of this k! JIAYOU

O...i also found out the staff there are sooooo handsome! I think i saw 1 or 2 that are *thumbs up! So i continue go there becos of them...hohoho~~~~

Sometimes, voluntary work can be interesting yar?

Smile~hei hei hei~

GHOST STORY

2007-11-19T10:31:00.000+08:00

I dun understand why i exercised so much...yet i didnt manager to slim down! My weight still the same!!!! Or izzit my weighing machine spoilt?

O....monday monday monday, but i dun have monday blues la, cos i dun have to work (oppz). But when i wake up...i suddenly got lots of flash back, but more on to the financial part, like my dad paid for my sch fees etc. Got abit of depress when i thought of this, cos thinking when can i repay the money to my parents back? Felt like im not a filial daughter.....Mayb some of you might say im thinking too much n early cos nw im still 20 yr old, but but but...just felt im useless

Suddenly...i love to exercise...mayb becos i think tt will make me more healthy la, another reason is..i can slim down! WAHAHAHA...ok i knw its lame but u can come and find me to exercise with you if you wan! (Dancing prefered)hoho~

O! Something scary happened today. I saw car accident today! But is a minor 1 la.....Kind of scary cos of the banging sound. Its exactly the sound you hear from television! This reminds me of careful driving...sometimes i think i will bang cars too becos im nt use to the brake!

Interesting

Well, ytd when i watching u tube videos, i came across this "Kang xi lai le" ...then this episode is about celebrities met ghost, so all of them tok about ghost story or rather their own experience la. Quite scary for some and im lucky that i didnt involve in these things...Pray pray...

The link is:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJsaMCTXOvE

This is the Part A, for other parts..i sure u knw hw to do. If dun...then...i cant help it! haha!

ENJOY!!!

drive!

2007-11-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

DRIVE!
Finally got to drive ytd, but instead of driving to bedok, i drove back. Cos i scare of banging down those ah bu nei infront of my car....My mum scolded me for turning the steering too much as she keep on hearing the "gor gor" sound. She said i will spoil the sterring wheel! But this is my 1st time driving our car mummy....I will become better la, but i have no chance to prove it ! I wish to drive more...i nw love driving liao~~ But i still feel my driving skill abit shaking...hahah~

I dunno y i got so many blue blacks. Got 2 on my knee and 1 of my hand! Is it becos my blood circulation too gd?! wahaha...but i can some hw gurantee my knee's blue black were caused by the yoga!Too much Moon salutation .... I must b more gentle la, or else im gonna suffer man!

Wow~recently, i got hooked by this (or shld i say, finished watching this?):

COFFEE PRINCE!

Sorry, but im super lazy to explain the storyline to u all...so if u really wan to knw..go n search online k!

Ah...really nice show! But i think "Goong" is still better than this show....hoho. This show was really funny la, and its really gd that all of them are very united as the last episode will show how all of them work and play! I will recommend all of you to watch it, becos:

1) The storyline is gd

2) Its funny !

3) Its cute to see both the actor and actress "play" with each other

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4) HANDSOME GUYS! DROOL.....

Actually there are only 4 guys who i think is more suitable for our taste la...(cos coffee prince actually include the old man in, so i decided to exclude him from the "handsome guys" category) Among them, i prefer him....*shy

KIM DONG WOOK!!!! or wook dong?

He is super cute in the show, cos he keep on shouting for the main actress "MY Chan!, My Chan!" hehehe....and his voice is kinda unique thus catches my attention la~~~so cute......

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active again

2007-11-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

ACTIVE AGAIN
After such a long "rest", i finally got a bit of time to update my life. I dun like to upabit like a paragraph or even a sentence about wat i did, cos...i dun like it, as in if i go back and read my own stuff, i wish to knw more la. So i might as well dun update.

These few mths....nth really interesting, nor im happy.

Gotten this job in a small company, and i was offered this job on the day of interview. I warn all of u k....dun ever take a job on the spot if u nt comfortable of the interview process, becos your feeling is always rite!!!!! Damn it man, i dunno y i go take up this job when i feel super uncomfortable. I was right la, this job really torture me....in the end, i quit after 2 mths. For your info, their staff will nv work over 3 mths! hohoho~~~~~

These few mths.....i've put alot of things aside..

I didnt really get active in CO becos nth really on! ok im lame.

Sometimes i do wan to have a break from CO, becos......i think my frens knw.

Hmm,....actually, wat i really wan to be..is nt a normall office worker, nt a tution teacher, nt a...musician...but something else tt interests me more, i think my frens knw.
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GREAT GREAT GREAT~!!! MY COUSINS GOT MARRIED! Actually nt really..is only 1 got married, another 1 is just held those ceremony for their family sake.

Went back to Malaysia on 11/11/07, which is Sunday, with my family plus my Big Bro GF. Reached there ard....9am. Is really a very tiring journey, cos i didnt get enough slp the day be4, so was simply dozing off la. When time is up, we went to my cousin A house to say hello, but then my cousin went out to "pick" his wife.

After tt we went to Cousin B house for "tea session"(is tt wat u call?). OMG, the weather was very very very hot tt i sweating NON STOP!!!!!! ok...overall, fun! Got to tok to my long lost cousins...hohoho~

PICTURES

The car

My long lost cousin, I wear very ugly!

FAMILY PHOTO! WAHAA.

My another cousin! I look super happy hor

The...elderly photo. haha~

Lovely husband n wife~

The joke of the day:
Auntie L was very very excited in Cousin A's house and she heard that Cousin B's Car is going to approach to Cousin A's house. At tt moment, she heard "BOR BOR!", she rushed to the door step and was ready to do the SUPER WAVE action. Finally she saw the car and she wave like no body business! Auntie L's Family quickly find out whats the people reaction in the car, but....instead of smiling back, theres no expression on their face! At this moment, Uncle L said, "that is another family's car, there are holding wedding dinner tonite too." Immediately, every 1 laughed at Auntie L and she didnt dare to do it when Cousin B's car drive over....
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Good News for my friends!

After so long of driving lesson, i finally got my license!!!

I knw its very unclear, but just to show you my result slip! YAHOO!!!!!!

SO shiok when u knw u passed and its a very difficult exam k! Imagine, got 16 people taking this test, in the end only 7-8 people passed and im 1 of them! 1st timer some more...ahha~~~

But then i haven got a chance to drive out cos my family very busy, all of them no time to accompany me or shld i say..for my probation period? But no matter wat, i got my license! i think now my friends ard me looking at me in hunger , hoping i will fetch them. No worries k, if i think you worth my ride, then i will fetch u de.
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Ytd went NYP for their practice, at 1st didnt want to go becos im quite..sian, but after looking at the calender, i realised not many practices left for me, thus...i went.

Quite a no. of people got shocked about my hair, people like raymond, kenny, keon, liyi...i think some how got shocked, can see from their expression or even behavior! hahahaa~well...too bad i gonna rush home, or else i will tok more to them la. Didnt really expect they will still tok to me, touched~~

Feel like writting somemore, but i cant rmb wat to type!!!!!!

Anyway, thankssssssssss

PS: Damien, put "active" for my blog link!

m'sia

2007-09-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

So long didnt update, i hope u all dun think tt my blog is dead!

Well, i got myself a job, tho the title put "admin n event coordinator", but i was doing accounting la....abit pissed off but for the sake of monney, just keep on doing lor...Worst of all, i only got 1400 a mth....

Today just got back frm M'sia becos my uncle was celebrating his 60th birthday. Haha, toked alot of my cousins and it was really fun la. I bought a few donuts back, but when we reached, all of us were busy changing n preparing to go to the resturant. So u just place it on the table.

GUESS WAT, when i come back, i open it up....

A STUPID LIZARD "FLY" OUT!

Damn it...really feel like shouting out at tt moment!!!! all delicious donuts just throw away!!!!!!!!!
*CRY!

Oppz...im watching constantine, my favourite boy is acting!!!

O yar...UTT is my favourite too! MUACK

*update next time

THE HAPPIER DAY

2007-09-08T00:27:00.000+08:00

The happier day
ARGH!!! y i no money!!!!! (yar i knw again)

Damn it...i can only BLAME MYSELF FOR NT EARNING MONEY!

This evening, i suddenly got the feel to read xiaxue's blog, realised she got herself lots n lots of stuffs!!! omg...all frm ebay...so i also have the urge to look for some nice stuff la, so in the end i attracted to this :

DROOL....

super duper nice lar! So i quickly go and convert the price of US to Sing and got this :

current bid :20us

Postage :15us

TOTAL IN SING :60 bucks (around)

OMG! is tt consider cheap?! well i think is consider kinda cheap liao...rmb i once saw 1 swimwear in the "lalalingerie" website? tt cost ard 80 bucks la! ahhh....so tempted and confused, i asked the ppl ard
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1st victim: Jasmine lie
*the conversation is written by memory

Me: hey, u think i shld buy this swimwear? (showing her the pic)

Jas:Hmm....i dunno leh...

Me: very nice rite!!!!

Jas: yar...But im nt trying to be mean

Me: U R MEAN, u trying to say i no figure rite?

Jas: this swimwear is more for those big boobs 1

Me: AHHH...i can only blame myself for no big boobs can...... (depressed)

Victim 2: Madeline Goh

Me: U think i shld buy this swimwear anot?(again showing her the pic)

Mad: No u shld not

Me:Y?! Becos i no big breast!? but is super nice leh

Mad:1st nt worth it, 2nd u dun need it, 3rd very expensive

Me: *super depressed
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So end up i didnt buy tt swimwear...i can only DROOL.......SAD!

Today, i went to Kim seng CC to guide the elderly!!! well...this time is much better just tt there is a auntie who is super irritating la. She wants to start on time but yet the qay she request is kinda rule la

:Hello lao shi, its time to start liao, can we start.

:*to other students* IF u all wan to ask question ltr then ask, dun ask during the lesson

:*to other students again* U all dun tok during the lesson k

OMG, super rude la, i mean...all of the students r elderly, so they will like to tok more, even me love to tok, just let them ask qns n have fun nt gd meh!? She is abit too serious la....

After the social work, pozhu n i went back to the temple wif anthony n tony, we toked and our guess is correct! wahaha

Hmmmmmm...trying to saiko pozhu to accompany to the instructor course...POZHU, i knw u will read k! GO WIF ME LA~~~~~~Gu Ji gu ji~~~~

my new hairr

2007-09-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

i dun understand, i dun fucking understand, y so many things make me angry

Some agencies are super lousy la,anyway they always claim they r the best la, but seriously they are not. Well, 1stly they said i nt keen to have tt job n just reject me w/o even INFORMED ME. I dun even realised i sound nt keen! wahaha, funny rite..ppl thinks i sound nt keen..mayb i must act like those ppl who won TOTO, so must be super excited voice la. The agent also stupid until said she will call me in the end nv call la, so means i have to call back everytime huh! CRAZY! FUCK OFF

Then this time round i didnt even call for any "help" ! they called me back AUTOMATICALLY! very effiicient hor?! TOO LATE! shit u all ppl! Ok lar, the stupid agent n agency is KELLY SERVICES! This agency helped me be4, but seriously these incident make me soooooo pissed off!

ahhhhh.....

Anyway, i learnt HEADSTAND during YOGA!!!wahaha..me n pozhu still say...next time we can teach ppl headstand n we will be the "HEADSTAND SISTER" haha!!!oopz...

AIYA...i will try to relax k...tho i heard alot of rumours/facts...but still...haiz..im easily work up type....hahaha!

HAVE A NICE DAY!

O! i cut my hair!!!