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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

My greatest wish now is to :

Give up everything and start totally new in another country. Yes, EVERYTHING. I have no strength to really blog out abt my feeling, i also dun wish to say out my problem, like got any use.

Not i wan to complaint abt friends, but mayb my definition of friends is really different from all of you...Im always a mirror. If you cant be bother, so am I. Stop pouring cold water to me when your life is worst than mine, stop pretending that you cared abt me, stop trying to dig sth from me. Wat i wan is really easy, a support...a really sincere support, even if i cant make it, i wish to hear some encourage from u all. Do u all knw tt?

i love staying home doing nth, of cos not forever...i hope to do wat i really wan, but then, im tied up. But once i stay home for too long, i will think of suicide, its really a great great hint that im having depression. Another thing is i always have the tendency to cry once i think abt my life. Yar, thanks to depression....

I always laugh and look down on those people who really suicide or think of suicide, but then im wrong...sometimes when u r really troubled to the extend of cant control, u tend to think tt way ah, im wrong im wrong k. I'll promised not to look down on them.

Let me tell you my plan on xmas eve n xmas: Buy chicken and eat!

Everything will be decided on 20th.

PS: any 1 wan to go overseas study pls find me: korea n taiwan preferred

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